THE WORLD IS WHAT
YOU MAKE IT
I
must have been out of my mind! Why did I
trust that gutter-rat? But I’d needed a
guide.
The
inner-city was a maze, made from the rubble of Fallen Gotham – which was now
its name. There wasn’t a single building
in that area still intact. The iron and
stone from the destruction of those buildings that was moveable had been moved,
and moved again by the denizens of the inner-city. They had created paths. Passages that were wrought with dangers,
creating a maze of interlocking patterns and dead ends, walls too high to see
over, and too dangerous to climb. Some
of these denizens had set traps, lest anyone find their homes.
I
couldn’t tell you how big an area it was.
I’d heard estimates from nine to twenty-five square miles. The say a hundred thousand still live in there. Hard to believe, as I’d not seen a soul all morning.
Save
Freddie, the gutter-rat I’d hired to lead me to the meeting I was expected to
attend at noon. And I hadn’t seen him
since nine a.m., according to my watch.
I had just under an hour to make it to the meeting.
As
if that were my worry, now.
You
see, an Outsider can’t make it through the maze without a gutter-rat, the
low-lifes that are the only denizens of this god-forsaken patch of blasted
earth who’ll deal with Outsiders.
They’ll work for beans.
Literally. Outsider food and
clean water are the major – and expensive - commodities here. They’ll kill for a bag of good beans, let
alone real beef. Rat gets old.
Freddie
ditched me. I’d promised him half up
front and half after he saw me out.
Either he’d been satisfied with the up-front payment, or he intended to
get even more out of me, by setting me up.
When
I turned down the same cleared path Freddie did – he was gone. I looked a bit farther – even tried calling
his name. Realizing he’d abandoned me, I
feared the worse, and went no farther forward.
I couldn’t go back, either, because the ambush might’ve been set to take
place as I backtracked. So, I went
sideways – about west.
If
an ambush had been planned, I surely avoided it. But I also managed, of course, to get myself
lost. Now I’m just going along, trying
to pick my way through the maze, looking for a way out. It’s slow going, since I don’t know the
paths, and I have to look for traps practically every step, while looking out
for cutters – the most dangerous types in Fallen Gotham. Cutters would kill you before robbing you,
then drag your body off to the meat shops.
A
hundred thousand? Are they sure even
half a dozen humans still live in here?
I
was grabbed. He’d come out of nowhere
and now he had an arm around my neck.
His partner was next, making a grab for my leg.
But
I wasn’t picked for this meeting, taking place in the middle of the most
dangerous place in what used to be North America, for nothing.
I
kicked out of the grasp of the partner, then kicked his face in. He fell back and to the ground. The first cutter was strangling me – it hurt
bad. I knelt, and flipped him over my
shoulder. Grabbing his free arm, I
twisted, hearing the crack just before the scream. The pressure on my neck disappeared.
Unfortunately,
it was replaced by the cold touch of steel against my temple. Cutter Number Three had a gun.
I
kicked a now crying cutter away and held up my hands. “I’m worth more alive than dead,” I said,
gambling for my life. I was able to turn
my head a bit, but could only see the gun.
A damn derringer!
“Yeah?”
the third cutter’s voice sounded gritty.
“I ain’t got time for no ransom.”
I
saw him start to pull the trigger. I
heard a thump and Cutter Number Three
dropped like a rock.
“Fancy
work there, Outtie!” My savior was a
filthy man of indeterminate age, with clotted, thin hair, buck teeth (and few
others), and carrying a lead pipe.
“Excuse me,” he said, bowing his head a little. I watched as he walked over to my original
attacker and raised the pipe. The cutter
had his head turned, still crying. He
never saw the killing blow coming.
Savior
walked back over to me, looking embarrassed.
“Sorry ‘bout that. Rule Number
One of living in Gotham: Don’t leave an
enemy at your rear.” He took out a rag
from his pocket (and at first look, you’d think that was an oxymoron, given the
condition of his pants, t-shirt and jacket, but the ‘rag’ had more holes than
material) and wiped the blood and gore from the pipe. He put the rag, now drenched in gore, back in
his pocket as he walked back to me. Then
he wiped his bloody hands on his dirty pants as he stopped right in front of
me. “Phil Greaseman!” he declared,
holding out a hand.
I
shook the cobwebs out of my head and took his hand (one doesn’t refuse a
handshake out here – even one covered in gore).
I let him help me off the ground, then we shook hands. I noticed he was a lot stronger than his thin
frame made him appear.
“Well,
Mr. Greaseman, I’m Paul Wickers. And I
thank you for saving my life!”
“Ah,”
he waved a hand, “T’wasn’t nothin’ but a couple’a cutter-rats.”
I
looked back at Partner, lying on the ground.
“He
be asleep,” Greaseman said. “He ain’t
seen me. But you… if you’d like?” He held up the pipe.
I
shook my head. “With a little luck, I’ll
be back out of Gotham by nightfall.”
Greaseman
nodded his head. I saw dust – and maybe
some mites – fall out of his scraggly beard.
“Well,
I could show ‘ya out – for a fee, of course.”
He smiled a lack-tooth grin.
“Nothin’s free in Gotham!”
I
shook my head again. “You’ve already
earned a reward,” I told him, reaching under my shirt and pulling out my
wallet. “How much do food credits go for
now-a-days?”
He
nearly spat. “Naught but twenty bits on
the mark! Disgraceful, really. ‘Course Vendors say they gotta pay men to go
into the City to get the food and ring it back – an’ that’s gotten more
dangerous. Bloke like me… I ain’t got no
say in it!”
“That
means it’s down fifty-percent from the last time I was here,” I told him. "So instead of the hundred marks worth I was
going to give you, I’ll make it one-fifty.”
I counted out the vouchers and handed them over.
Greaseman
excitedly took them and stuffed them into another pocket. “Thankee, mister!”
“I’ll
offer double that, if you can take me to the Old Street Pub?”
His
smile turned into a frown. “I know of
Old Street,” he admitted. “Thas’ where a
lot of Traders meet – them that do business in the City for the merchants here.
“But
I don’ never go there. Never been. Best I could do is tell you the gen’ral
area.”
“I
see.” Greaseman’s confession impressed
me. A lot of his fellows would have
strung me along, then, after I was well lost, would have deserted me. Just like the gutter-rat Freddie had done to
me.
Greaseman
was an honest man.
“I’d
pay to be introduced to someone who could get me there?”
Now
Greaseman looked torn. I would swear he
was about to give me a name, but finally said, “Nah, mister. I don’ know anyone.”
“Mr.
Greaseman. Phil. I can take care of myself. I only need to be led there – if someone
tries anything funny, I can handle it.”
Greaseman
giggled. “Yeah. You were doin’ well back there. An’ you can jus’ call me Greaseman. All my friends do. Guns ain’t fair. Fortunately, there ain’t many ‘a them in
Gotham.” He got that torn look again,
and said, “I like you, mister! I don’
wanna be respons’le for you getting… hurt.”
“Call
me Paul, my friend. I wouldn’t blame you
if I got hurt – and you wouldn’t be to blame.
But I’m a stubborn man, Greaseman, and I’ve been hired to meet with someone
in that pub. I always do my best to meet
my obligations, Greaseman, which means I’ve got to keep trying. It’d be better for me to have a guide through
the maze, wouldn’t it?”
Greaseman
looked ill at ease, but he was thinking.
He finally nodded, a bit sadly.
“Yeah, Phil. You’re right. I know someone knows the maze like the back
of her hand.”
“So,
introduce me,” I urged him.
Still
he looked undecided. “I like you, Paul.”
I
had to laugh. “I understand,
Greaseman. She’s a badass. But like I said… I can handle myself.”
“Okay. Okay, Paul.
I can see this is important to you.”
Still he just stood there. Since
he seemed to be trying to convince himself, I kept quiet and let him work it
out. “Okay.” He nodded his head once – with meaning. “This way, then.” He slid between to hunks of metal I’d not
even realized allowed passage. I quickly
followed.
We
were soon in another alleyway, which I was pretty sure headed almost directly
north. Even with the turns and twist –
even having to climb over a blockage of stone and metal – it kept relatively in
that direction – I think.
I’m
sure I saw movement once or twice, things bigger than rats. Reminders that Gotham was, indeed,
populated. And although most kept to
themselves, there were some very dangerous people in here, who knew how to stay
out of sight.
We
had traveled for nearly an hour. I was
about to ask Greaseman if we shouldn’t take a break, when he suddenly raised
his hand and stopped. I stopped too.
He
seemed to be listening for something – so I listened too. And I soon heard it. A song. Someone was singing, and the tune seemed
familiar to me. Greaseman put a finger
to his lips in the old be quiet signal,
then motioned for me to follow. He
slipped through another well-hidden pass through the rubble, to yet another
make-shift road, some five feet wide, like the others. As we went forward, the singing got a little
clearer, if not louder.
I
could make out the words now.
Ring-a-ring o'
roses,
A pocket full of posies,
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all fall down.
A pocket full of posies,
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all fall down.
I was confused. It
sounded like a little girl’s voice singing!
Yet, certainly there were children in Gotham? Life does
go on. I just hadn’t thought about it
before this. Whoever the woman Greaseman
was taking me to obviously had a young daughter.
Greaseman stopped again.
He turned to me, looking very serious.
“She’s right through those two cars, there.” He pointed at two rather square lumps of
metal, separated by about a foot of open space, but seeming to lead to nothing
but piles of rubble – like everywhere else.
Cows in the
meadows
Eating buttercups
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all jump up.
Eating buttercups
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all jump up.
The girl’s voice sang, followed by giggles; then the song
started over again. I gave a mental
shrug, and started toward the crushed cars.
Greaseman grabbed my arm. It surprised
me, and I turned toward him, ready for anything.
“Don’t accept nothing from her, friend Paul.”
I was about to laugh again, but he looked too serious. I merely nodded.
“Nothing,” he emphasized.
“Nothing at all.”
I nodded again, and he let me go. I went to the small opening and pried myself
through it.
I
found myself in a tight area, surrounded by towering scraps of metal and
brick. I couldn’t help think but that I
might’ve been led into a trap – I went on high alert. But after several seconds of nothing, I
figured I was safe enough. I started
looking for a second way out of this circle…
…and
found it almost immediately. Near the
bottom of one wall, the metal was extra-thin, and swung out, like a gate! I had to get down on my knees to get through
it, but it was just tall enough.
Beyond
the gate was a sort of tunnel, about ten feet long. I had to crane my neck, but saw that I was
surrounded by more towering wreckage, but there was sky above. I crawled slowly and carefully through this tunnel,
coming out into bright sunlight. I stood
up, and looked on the scene in amazement.
Most
of the area was completely cleared of – everything! No debris, no trash. Nothing.
About ten feet ahead of me was another sort of wall – a tall hedge of
living bushes! Since this area seemed to
be center the clearing, I walked around it to be sure. There was a tree within the circular hedge,
thin and about fifteen feet or so tall.
I could also smell something cooking – some sort of meat, which only
made me hungry. I could see the steady,
light swirl of smoke rising from the cooking, no doubt.
And
the singing was much clearer now.
Cows in the
meadows
Eating buttercups
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all jump up.
Eating buttercups
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all jump up.
More giggling ensued.
Having made my way completely around the place, I walked
up to the hedge, where I’d seen what might have been – and proved to be – a short
gate. I saw nowhere to knock or otherwise
make myself known – without rudely shouting – so I opened the little gate,
ducked my head and entered. I had to
push through the brush, but there were obviously no bushes planted directly in
front of the gate – they’d just grown over it.
Once I was within the second circular clearing, I stood
in awe of what I saw.
Flowers – actual flowers!
– grew in a garden to my right. Green
grass grew all over, and I could see the tree to the back left. A couple of fluffy bushes grew in front of
the only real structure I could see – a (dare I say it?) plastic, pink
dollhouse! One of those large
play-houses from the days before the war.
I believe this one was called the Princess Playhouse. There was a pit-style stove to the left of
the house, where a large pot stood atop a standing grill above the pit, in
which a fire burned. Smoke curled up
from the pot.
Ring-a-round
the rosie,
A pocket full of posies,
Ashes! Ashes!
We all fall down.
A pocket full of posies,
Ashes! Ashes!
We all fall down.
The little girl sang in front of the playhouse, holding a
doll. She flopped down to the ground as
she spoke the last line, and proceeded to laugh, hugging the doll.
She suddenly took note of me, and sang,
Hush! Hush!
Hush! Hush!
We've all tumbled down!
We've all tumbled down!
Then laughed hysterically, rolling around on the grass
with the doll held close.
I looked on, both bemused and confused. I hadn’t expected to find an oasis like this in
the middle of Fallen Gotham!
Suddenly, the small girl cleared her throat, seemed to
calm herself, and stood. She said to me,
“I’m sorry for my bad manners! How do
you do, sir?”
“Um… fine,” I stammered, thinking of what to say. “My name’s Paul…”
“I’m Suzy!” she said quickly. “This here’s Daisy-Anne.” She held out the
doll. It was dressed in a cheap-looking
striped outfit, and had bright red hair.
“Oh my! You have a
Raggedy-Anne doll!”
The little girl huffed angrily and pulled the doll to her
chest again. “She don’t like that name,
mister! And she’s got more than most
have these days!”
“Of course, of course,” I tried to placate her. “I can quite see she has class! – she… er…
merely reminded me of another… er, someone else.”
She seemed a bit more pleased, then started skipping in
circles. “What can we do for you, sir?”
“Oh!” I had to quickly put my thoughts in order. “Well, I was told there was a woman who lived
here, who might be able to guide me to… to a place in Gotham I need to get to?”
She
stopped skipping and looked at me. She
seemed confused. “Well, sir, I’m the only one lives here – me and
Daisy-Anne!”
I
was bewildered. Could that be
right? True, Greaseman hadn’t actually
said “woman”, but had he really been referring to this little girl?
“Where
is it you want to go, mister?”
How
did a little girl like her live all by herself in the middle of Fallen
Gotham? How did she survive among the
gutter-rats and cutters? How did she get
food – let alone the wherewithal to create such a splendid garden! I inwardly shuddered when I thought about how
much she’d bring on the slave market!
Was
she lying to me? Was her mother merely
away, hunting?
“Mister?”
“Hmm?” I quickly cleared my befuddled mind. “Yes,
sorry. Well, I need to get to a place
called The Old Street Pub.”
She
suddenly brightened, smiling wide. “I
know where that is!” She clapped her
hands and danced in place. “Do you know
what the old name of Old Street was?
They called it Broadway!” She answered her own question before I could
even process it. She clapped and danced
again. “They used to have shows there – plays, where actual people got up on a
big stage and pretended to be other people!”
She stopped clapping, and looked a bit sad. “I bet it was great.
“But
it’s not like that, anymore. There’s
only bars, dingy shops and whorehouses, and lots and lots of bad men and women.” She looked up at me, squinting one eye. “You a bad man, mister?”
“I
held up my hands. “Not me! I’m just a guy hired to bargain for some
businessman back in the city.”
Now
she smiled wryly. “I knew you were from
the City. I can tell those sorts of
things.”
I
waited, but she only watched me, with that enigmatic smile. “Well, um… it’s important I meet with a man
there.”
She
was nodding her head. “I can understand that. Black market.
I need the items they supply just like everyone else in Gotham!” She started dancing around again, holding her
doll as though they were ballroom dancing.
I
tried not to get aggravated. “Er…
miss? Do you think you might tell me the
way to Old Street?”
She
stopped suddenly and stared at me, mouth agape.
Then she laughed!
“Mister,”
she said, once she had calmed down again, “I’m sorry, but if I simply gave you ‘directions’,
you’d just end up getting lost – and then you’d probably end up dead!”
I
was taken aback by her bluntness, but after my sojourn so far, I couldn’t argue
with her logic. Small she may be, but
she had wisdom.
“Will
you take me there, then?”
“What’s
in it for me?”
She
was definitely from Gotham. “How about a
hundred food credits?”
She
rubbed her chin a while, mimicking an adult contemplating. “Make it two hundred.”
I smiled. “One-fifty.
And that’s fair.”
She
thought about it some more, then nodded he head once. “Okay, mister Paul. You got a deal. Oh!
Wait.” She ran off – to the fire
pot. She picked up a ladle and stirred
the contents. She shrugged and said, “Nowhere
near done. I can finish this later. She knelt and pushed a lid over the top of
the pit. Standing again, she picked up
another lid and put it over the pot. She
skipped back to me, stopping briefly at the door to her Princess Playhouse to
lay Daisey-Anne down, propped up against the plastic door.
“Okay,
mister Paul. We can go now!”
She
skipped toward the back of the Playhouse.
I followed, thinking how could Greaseman consider this little cutie
dangerous?
In
the back, I saw the tree had a swing hanging from a low branch. There was also a small wood building in the
northeast corner. Judging from the flies
swarming outside it, I figured it was the little girl’s outhouse.
“Hey,”
I asked, “aren’t you worried about someone stealing your dinner?”
Suzy
crinkled up her nose and said, “Nah. My
neighbors are good folk. They know
better.”
I smiled
at her trust – and thought I now knew how she survived: With her neighbors’ help.
“Through
here,” she declared, standing at the hedge and holding back some of the
branches. “Hurry! I have to be back before dark!” She held out her hand. “Be careful of the pricklies!”
I
took her hand, like any adult would – and felt the prick of a tiny needle.
“Don’t accept
nothing from her, friend Paul,” Greaseman had told
me. “Nothing,”
he emphasized. “Nothing at all.”
“Not even her hand?”
I spoke aloud, as I felt the dizziness hit me.
“What did you say, mister Paul?”
But Paul Wickers was beyond being able to respond. He looked over at the wood building, with the
flies swarming around it. He knew it
wasn’t an outhouse; no one would put an outhouse so close to the main
house. And wasn’t that an axe propped up
against one wall? Just like the doll! Paul
Wicker’s thoughts were getting confused.
Suzy – as she liked to call herself – knelt beside the
strange man and looked into his eyes.
Paul wondered how the world had tipped sideways? But it was his last thought.
Seeing the light in his eyes go out, she stood
again. “It’s okay, mister Paul,” she
told the corpse. “Whoever sent you in
here obviously meant you never to go back.”
She ran to the shed to get the slick tarp. She would roll the corpse onto tarp and pull
it over to the shed. She was a lot
stronger than she looked! There was a
hook and pulley system inside the shed she’d use to move the body around, then.
“Gosh
gee willickers!” she complained, hands on her tiny hips. “I’ll be cooking the whole blasted evening!”
It
was morning. Suzy had only been up about
an hour, and she really didn’t feel completely awake, yet. She was sitting outside, propped up against
her wonderful Princess Playhouse home, rocking her doll, Daisey-Anne.
But
she suddenly sniffed the air. Huffing in
exasperation, she told the doll, “Another
guest!”
I
found her as I searched the labyrinth of fallen Gotham. I’d been told she knew the maze like the back
of her hand – and I needed out!
Her little circle of land was clean, plants grew, and a Cinderella Playhouse served as her home. To the left of the playhouse, a large pot sat over a hot fire.
She, maybe eight, maybe twelve, welcomed me with childish joy. I, amazed she’d survived alone, entered her circle as she spoke animatedly, as children will.
Her little circle of land was clean, plants grew, and a Cinderella Playhouse served as her home. To the left of the playhouse, a large pot sat over a hot fire.
She, maybe eight, maybe twelve, welcomed me with childish joy. I, amazed she’d survived alone, entered her circle as she spoke animatedly, as children will.
She
said her name was Suzy, and said I’d arrived just in time for breakfast. She insisted I eat with her, and she wouldn’t
talk about anything else until we’d ate.
While
she went inside the playhouse to get plates, I ambled over to the big pot. There was a ladle, and I decided to stir the
thick-looking soup – which smelled delicious!
When I pulled up the ladle and saw the large toe in it, I ran.
When I pulled up the ladle and saw the large toe in it, I ran.
Suzy
came out of the playhouse just in time to see the man flee back out the
gate. He was screaming. She shook her head and picked up her doll.
“It’s
okay, Daisey-Anne,” she told her only companion. “We’ve got more than enough meat in the shed,
already.”
